Fiction Based Novel
The reason behind this course:
Being raped most of your life is something that you can never take back. After I finally came to the conclusion that I wanted justice, and started making reports of all the men who have raped or assaulted me, did I find myself again. The first man was my stepdad. To this day, he still believes he’s going to get away with it. I allowed him to because I was a child, and I didn’t want my family to break up. After finally having a mental breakdown at 19, I finally let it out. Of course, I was immediately judged and banished. I, mean, I never fit in that family anyways.
If I wasn’t being raped, belittled, and physically assaulted, I was tortured by my brothers’, kids at school, and my own mother. She knew the entire time. She let it happen. Years later, blaming me. Only after her death, did I feel a release from all the pent up anger and abandonment. I started fighting for myself.
I started research. Working with organizations and anyone who would listen to my story. Tiktok blew up after 6 months. All the people still out there to try to ruin me, still think they’re watching my life unfold into negativity. They have no clue what I’ve built because of their abuse. Fighting for my children will remain my goal as long as the state doesn’t recognize the court’s corruption, CYS corruption, and lack of law enforcement advocacy.
I will continue climbing ladders, and being knocked down. Only I will remain me, and get up stronger than I did before.
He was the start to my entire relationship of abuse, sexual assault and rape. I finally have the courage to stand up for myself. I no longer will be a victim. At the time, I just let each man do what he wanted. I learned not to speak up long ago. That 12 year old me learned to fight her own mind to allow a man to get his way.
Law enforcement has never been on my side. I’ve started making reports of rape, sexual assault, and other crimes that have been committed against me. I’ve yet to get justice for any one of them. One day, karma will come. That’s how I finally got over losing my mother. In reality, I had already lost her long ago.
My new found way to handle my pain is through teaching and writing. That’s why my brand, “The Power of Pain” has turned into a digital marketing course. I want to help all the women out there learn to be free. To not be scared. To have the advocate I never had. I am continuing this mission to not only stand my ground with all of the abuse I’ve endured, but to teach my children they don’t have to accept it either.
One day, I will get the life I deserve. Until justice is finally served, I’m still fighting this fight on my own. If anyone out there wants to be a part of my efforts to make a change and take a stand, email me @katiemerrittconsulting@gmail.com.
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